Last moment, I mean 5 minutes ago, I stood in front of the meeting room.
With the difficult ‘Stochastic Capital Rational’ equation that I explain, made the room silent.
Silence like being alone on the darkness stage in the empty theatre,
I were taking a play in my performance showing – alone.
No sound of question being hummed, No faces of understood!
God bless me, for the chosen of this difficult economic model.
I spent more and more explained some important parts, and if,
it never got understood even me as the explainer.
I like the sound of no-doubt,
that means 2 things,
understood or completely didn’t get a thing.
If understood, I’m a good explainer.
If not, I’m a good questioner.
In this time I hope the audiences didn’t get any single point!
It made me a good questioner.
Unfortunately – I spent 4 days – approximately 34 hours
to normalize the 3 pages equation to be a single equation with 17 slides explanation and evidences.
But it worse.
Only Dr. Somrote, the doctorate degree economist, that understand what I said.
He asked 4 questions straight to the doubtful points what I didn’t made a clearly explanation.
That was what I got from being confront facing with the specialist that how far between ordinary and GURU.
That will be the thing that I have to be, if, I want to get the Phd.
I didn’t mess up my spaces for 5 days.
And then I came, the first after came is this English suck article.
I really want to know how many people read this post!
If you read through this until here, please comment something or just post ‘hi’ and ‘I love you’, etc.